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I. You are sleeping... In your dream you see the giant monster Leviathan, the world-eater, lying on the coast half-dead. He is frightening you, but at the same time you feel pity for this creature. Come closer, he wants to tell you his story.
II. Leviathan shares his mind with you. Images, silhouettes, memories - all this arises before your eyes. You can’t understand anymore what you see – the reality or a dream. And if it's a dream, then whose dream is it? Yours or his? But you decide to follow what happens next. It seems that Leviathan wants to show you the secrets of his existence, his purpose, and his tragedy. You let him do this.
Leviathan 06:16
III. Life and death are the two halves of one cycle. Each civilization is born from the ashes and becomes ashes, when transferred to another, formless form of existence. Leviathan is a divine being, whose purpose is the completion of one cycle and the beginning of another. He devours worlds that are no longer needed by their inhabitants – those empty ones. Waiting for the completion of the next cycle, Leviathan sleeps in his astral world. This time he has been sleeping for too long. While sleeping, he begins to feel that he is losing strength, that he is disappearing. It seems that humanity can not get out of its cycle, got stuck in wars and consumption. Mankind stands still, being a slave of its low needs and desires. It destroys itself instead of seeking a new stage of evolution. The existence of Leviathan becomes meaningless. A huge monster is dying before your eyes, showing you the sins of humanity.
War is Peace 03:17
"When man sits down and legislates treaties and laws, they are all artificial. They are designed to keep people in line with the established system. All laws are not made for the benefit of man. They have no other way of controlling it. When nations sign treaties with other nations if they violate those treaties, they have war ships to enforce them, armies and navies. Armies and navies are not to protect people, they protect... They are there to protect an established system. Every established system works in a similar manner. If you had a free society, you couldn't get people to go to war. If you had an intelligent type of upbringing in one´s children they would say "There must be many other ways of solving problems other than killing people." In memory of Jacque Fresco (1916 – 2017), the man who put his life to change the world www.thevenusproject.com - world beyond politics, poverty and war
Black Mirror 04:19
"We’re so out of our minds with desperation we don’t know any better. All we know is fake fodder and buying shit. That’s how we speak to each other, how we express ourselves is buying shit. I have a dream? The peak of our dreams is a new hat for our doppel, a hat that doesn’t exist. It’s not even there, we buy shit that’s not even there. Show us something real and free and beautiful, you couldn’t. It’d break us, we’re too numb for it, our minds would choke. There’s only so much wonder we can bear, that’s why when you find any wonder whatsoever you dole it out in meager portions, and only then til it’s augmented and packaged and pumped through ten thousand pre-assigned filters, til it’s nothing more than a meaningless series of lights, while we ride day-in, day-out — going where? Powering what? All tiny cells in tiny screens and bigger cells in bigger screens and fuck you. Fuck you, that’s what it boils down to is fuck you. Fuck you for sitting there and slowly knitting things worse. Fuck you and your spotlight and your sanctimonious faces and fuck you all, for taking the one thing I ever came close to anything real about anything. For oozing around it and crushing it into a bone, into a joke, one more ugly joke in a kingdom of millionsand then fuck you. Fuck you for happening. Fuck you for me, for us, for everyone, fuck you" - taken from Black Mirror TV series
VI. All the sins of mankind just flashed before your eyes. What you saw scares you. This is the world in which you will return, leaving Leviathan dying. You feel sincerely sorry for him. You hope that he will find peace. You wake up in a cold sweat. Maybe there is anything you can change?


"You are sleeping... In your dream, you see the giant monster Leviathan, the world-eater, lying on the coast half-dead. He shares his mind with you. His existence is now senseless.
Let him tell his story..."
Open LYRICS of every song to read all parts of the story.


Thanks to everyone who have been supporting the project by any means! It took about 2 years to finish this record. We all hope you will enjoy it and share it with your friends.
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released November 30, 2017

Vladyslav Tsarenko - guitar, keys
Vladimir Sakharenko - bass
Sergey Dubovenko - drums
Mixing & mastering - Vladimir Lehtinen (Blastbear Sound)
Artwork - Xelistroll / All4band.com


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Diary Of My Misanthropy Prague, Czech Republic

Diary of My Misanthropy – is an atmospheric instrumental music project, founded by Vladyslav Tsarenko in 2013 as a one man band, and developed into a full-fledged 3-piece band in 2015.

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